Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Loss

I lost my father just over a week ago. My mind is still in a confused state, I feel like I'm walking around in a fog. I haven't been able to concentrate, my emotions are all over the place since last Saturday. My sister called to tell me my dad had passed, it doesn't seem real. I live a thousand miles away from "home" which complicates things even more.

We lost mom just 7 months ago, I keep looking for answers that don't come, questioning every choice I made/make. I don't even know why I'm writing this, I've been told it's supposed to help but I can't focus. I guess I am explaining why I have been absent. I'm not sure how often I will post right now, or if anything will make sense.

I will try to post more about WAAD in the coming days for those of you who have shown interest. Thank you for your patience, messages, prayers and sticking with me.




10 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry for your loss, sending hugs and prayers your way.

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    1. Thank you Jacqueline, I appreciate it. Hugs back to you.

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  2. So sorry for your loss :(

    Carolina

    www.the-world-c.blogspot.com

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  3. I am so very sorry for your losses...both parents in such a short time frame. That must be very difficult to bear. My dad has been gone 33 years and it still hurts and I still miss him everyday. Prayers to you and your family...

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    1. Thank you for your prayers, I'm finding it very difficult almost like it's not real right now. I'm still kind of numb at the moment. I'm sorry to hear about your dad, my thoughts are with you as well. I don't think we will ever not miss them.

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  4. So sorry to hear about the loss of your parents. My husband lost his parents within 9 months of each other about 5 years ago, and I lost my parents within a year of each other when I was a teenager, so I know that bubble of grief your floating around in...only time will make the pain subside but it never really goes away~ Hugs to you~Lynn @ Turnips 2 Tangerines

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    1. Thanks Lynn, I'm sorry to hear about you and your husband's losses as well. I can't even imagine how hard it had to be on you to lose your parents as a teenager. It's hard enough at my age. I'm so sorry. Hugs to you too.

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  5. I am sorry to hear this.My heart goes out to you and your family!

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    1. Thank you Marty, today is a hard day it would have been my Dad's birthday.

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